dirty rainbows...

ok, I've been trying to change my mood, give live a new chance, however there are still some remainders of my old depressions, so I am trying to take them out, this piece is called "dirty rainbows, ugly skies and rainy days" is based on a song by NADA (a costarrican band), I used [link] and [link] , thanks to them for their stocks, here are the lyrics of Dirty Rainbows by NADA:

I’m off chasing dirty rainbows, ugly skies and rainy days
Cuz I’m bored of everything good
Give my goodbyes to the good life,
Never wanted it anyways cuz I know there’s more out there…

Falling backwards…
I’ll find out when I hit

Something’s keeping me from changing
Better ways for better days
Either way, makes skies look grey
I get nothing from the mountains, they’re just there for me to see..
I don’t know…Makes sense to me…

Falling backwards…
I’ll find out when I hit

If I wanted anything, would it be as good as this?
And if it never came to me, would I care?
When it catches up to me, I won’t mind to let it go
It was just a lazy dream that disappeared
The sun is coming again, but it won’t call your name…